chi

My Poetry:

Sadness&Pain...
That one last breath to take,
That one last heart to break,
Can you take me with you this one last time?
Because of you I seem so blind,
The stitching cannot hold forever,
Please no more pain, I can't hold on,
The days alone make no more sense,
That is why I question this last breath,
Would there really be a reason for something that cannot grow?
Because without you, I am not alive,
I'm here in body, not sole,
I'm here in heartache, not love,
I need my freedom,
Need the pain,
Need the blood that spills from my veins,
My world is getting darker, thanks to you,
So now I am saying that.. I love you too....

Pain:
Yes I hurt,
Yes I cry,
Yes I wish, I could die,
This haunting pain that I have,
Has no healer, so don't you try,
All the time I've thought of this,
Like a dream that haunts my wish,
That wish that I'm afraid to say,
Starts with your's yes your first name,
And I don't think that I can stay,
Because this pain is all I know,
It's how I grow,
But now I just can't take it,
I just have to go...

Fragile:
Do you hurt?
I do.
Does my pain ease your mind, letting you know you left a fragile heart behind?
My heart was fragile because of you,
And now it's broken onto two,
My two pieces were your one
But now there's two,
Not just one,
When you left there was no more,
Just some memories with no fun,
The adrenaline rush with all anger,
Blaming myself for your behind,
This day apart has been a crime,
A crime because you were mine,
Thanks to you, I know you lied,
Now I know I can die...